In January 2010 I started a weight loss mission. At that time I was at 333 lbs and felt that it was time for a change. I was so determined. By June, I was down to 295lbs. Athough 295 is alot of weight to carry around, It felt so good to be below that 300 mark for the first time in 10 years.
In Mid-June I was angry at my husband, packed my things and left him. A couple of months went by and we worked on our differences and we ended up remending out marriage.
Since my husband and I ot back together, I have gained all but 15 pounds back from what I had lost. In late February I was at about 310 lbs. My Mother passed away in March and I have gained a whopping 17 lbs since then! Here I sit at 327 lbs.
My job is a big weight loss challenge for me because I am at a desk all day long. This makes mobility difficult so thats a hurdle I need to somehow jump over. Im not as motivated as I was in January 2010. I dont know why I cant wrap my mind around it at all. I have a huge support system so that isnt the issue. I feel that Im to the point that I just need to FORCE myself to do this and hopefully motivation will come a little later.
My next entry will explain why I want to do this now....
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